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Merlin.Arthur / Merlin.Invidia

Title: What I'll never have ...
Author: nonna_giuly
Fandom: Merlin
Character: Arthur / Merlin
Prompt: Envy
Raiting: PG13 Warnings
: Arthur Pov, Double Drabble
Word Count: 200
Disclaimer: These characters do not belong to me, but for those who belong to the BBC and they ... .
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Note: this prompt I decided to do something quieter, but still leave a sense of melancholy within.

He was about to enter the house of Hunith to call his servant - a man had asked him - when he saw the narrow dark in a tender embrace with her mother, right in the middle of the room.
Since Merlin's mother had come to Camelot, Arthur had seen in the eyes of his servant, a strange glow like never before. He had seen filled with a strange happiness, and although the conditions of their native country were not the best, a smile that he had found the crown prince had not seen often on that face. He felt a strange
weighs heavy on his chest.
Like a heavy stone, pressed upon him, without allowing enough breath to breathe.
Merlin had found happiness thanks to his mother.
And Arthur, looking at that scene, he realized that he could never feel a sensation like that would never know what he meant the embrace of a mother.
hard to believe, but that sense of heaviness on his heart was proof: he felt a great envy towards Merlin.
Frustration, helplessness, envy ... envy blinding.
It could not have done anything for change things.
That was ... and so it always has been.